也許我的問題太過于犀利了，或者真的是命中了李澈的軟肋，那天晚上的他就一直沒有給我好臉se看。                                                                                                             就連剛剛靳騏也都察覺到了，甚至還偷偷地拉過了我，在一邊小聲詢問著是不是我對李澈說了什么不應(yīng)該說的話。                                                                                                             天地良心?。?nbsp;                                                                                                            我很想拍著x脯對靳騏用撕心裂肺的聲音來一番哭天搶地的澄清，其實(shí)我b任何人都還要想知道這個(gè)問題的答案，我才是最糾結(jié)的孩子啊……                                                                                                             但是總是傲嬌也不行啊，偶爾還是要治愈系一點(diǎn)，扮演一下知心jiejie一樣的角se似乎也是一個(gè)很不錯(cuò)的選擇，有些事情，還是不需要那么說的那么清楚直白的，朦朧曖昧也是一種美。                                                                                                             “大概是有點(diǎn)中暑了吧?！蔽铱戳藥籽勰昧孙嬃显谀沁吙窆嗟睦畛?，得出了一個(gè)結(jié)論。                                                                                                             然后，李澈的視線狠狠地剜了過來，我為魚r啊……                                                                                                             我是猜不透李澈這個(gè)人的心思，當(dāng)然的，也不想去猜測，畢竟一個(gè)無關(guān)緊要的人占的戲份也不算太足，所以對于李澈的話，我壓g就沒有放在心上。                                                                                                             在小說里面，一段戀情總是有可ai又迷人的反派角se的，雖然這一次一反傳統(tǒng)，擔(dān)任這種角se的人是一個(gè)男人，但是按照定律，這一定都是會(huì)被p灰的，即便他是一個(gè)男人，身份是表哥。                                                                                                             戀ai那種事情，落實(shí)的時(shí)候也挺無趣的，系別不同相處的時(shí)間自然是不能和同班相b的。                                                                                                             偶爾靳騏在沒課的時(shí)候也會(huì)來我班上一起聽課，但是每次到后來，他都會(huì)覺得無聊，又嫌棄趴在課桌上睡的太過于受人矚目，每到他困的時(shí)候，我都得義務(wù)x地提供自己的大腿給他當(dāng)枕頭……                                                                                                             一時(shí)間，我傍了一個(gè)年輕學(xué)弟的消息，整個(gè)班都知道了，當(dāng)然其中不乏江尚遠(yuǎn)的大力宣傳，很多人見到我的時(shí)候，都是臉上帶著別有深意的笑容，然后對著我豎起大拇指。                                                                                                             我一向b較看的開，至少人家豎的不是中指，難道就允許男人找b自己小的nv朋友，就不許nv生找b自己小的男朋友么？                                                                                                             雖然在這個(gè)主張男nv平等的社會(huì)里面，很大程度上男nv還是并不平等的，尤其在輿論壓力方面。                                                                                                             除了一起上課，還會(huì)經(jīng)常一起吃飯，地點(diǎn)有可能是在三個(gè)食堂之中的其中一個(gè)，又或者是在北門或是西門那邊的店鋪之中。                                                                                                             不過，基本在吃飯時(shí)間和靳騏相聚的時(shí)候，身邊總是會(huì)多一個(gè)人的出現(xiàn)，李澈同志堅(jiān)持把破壞進(jìn)行到底，堅(jiān)持三人行破壞方針不動(dòng)搖。                                                                                                             因?yàn)槔畛旱钠茐恼撸苯訉?dǎo)致我和靳騏之前不能發(fā)展小偷小m小動(dòng)作，交往一個(gè)月，除了m過靳騏的爪子以外，他全身上下其他地方，我都沒有染指過，尤其是那一張看上去就很x感很想讓人咬一口的小嘴唇。                                                                                                             我長那么大，除了在初中那會(huì)很純潔地暗戀過人以外，還真沒有見過如此戀ai的，在高中的時(shí)候，老師為了防止我們早戀，特地開了一回座談會(huì)，說男生是極具攻擊x的生物。                                                                                                             在這座談會(huì)過后，我在班上瞧見了受了刺激的情侶旁若無人接吻的畫面，表示這句話的確是真理。                                                                                                             在大學(xué)的時(shí)候，很多在交往途中發(fā)生關(guān)系的事情不是沒有，但是依依和文雅一直表示我雖然看上去x無大腦的樣子，但是骨子里實(shí)質(zhì)上還是一個(gè)很j明的娃，沒有被江尚遠(yuǎn)那渣男騙財(cái)騙se。                                                                                                             和江尚遠(yuǎn)交往的時(shí)候，他也不止一次要求過，只是我一直沒有從了他而已。                                                                                                             因?yàn)槲覐膩頉]有想過這件事情，也許我骨子里面真的是挺j明的孩子，或者更貼切地說，我只是外表看上去挺open，骨子里面還是保守派的。                                                                                                             當(dāng)然，關(guān)于初吻那神馬的，g本就是浮云啊，要是交往了男友還有初吻的，估計(jì)只有在幼兒園了。                                                                                                             依依和文雅對我和靳騏近一個(gè)月的交往還沒有半點(diǎn)實(shí)質(zhì)x的發(fā)展嘖嘖稱奇，甚至開始懷疑靳騏是不是不行。                                                                                                             聽到她們這么說的時(shí)候，我淚流滿面，不過接吻和不行又嘛的關(guān)系，又不是要滾床單。                                                                                                             雖然這么想著，但是在哪天夜里，我夢見了靳騏。                                                                                                             是個(gè)美夢，而已還是一個(gè)香yan無b的美夢。                                                                                                             在夢里面，靳騏表情很邪魅，拉過我就是一通狂吻，吻到連腳趾頭都蜷縮起來，連嘴巴都有點(diǎn)酸澀的時(shí)候，夢醒了。                                                                                                             我發(fā)現(xiàn)，自己抱著床上的絨毛熊流了一片的哈喇子。                                                                                                             夢境太美好，醒來之后會(huì)讓人覺得特別的空虛，這些空虛導(dǎo)致我直接把床上的熊一頓□□。                                                                                                             我承認(rèn)，我饑渴了。                                                                                                             當(dāng)一個(gè)nv人出現(xiàn)饑渴癥狀的時(shí)候，往往是要b男人還要兇猛的，不然怎么可能會(huì)有一句nv人三十如狼似虎這種形容呢，我才二十出頭，就已經(jīng)提前進(jìn)入中年期了么？！                                                                                                             今天是周末，自然沒有什么事情的，廣播社重點(diǎn)在培養(yǎng)新人，我們這些個(gè)舊人，自然是要si在沙灘上的，只要偶爾去指點(diǎn)一下，在輪到自己的時(shí)候去完成自己的工作。                                                                                                             自打上一次被楊逸在廣播間里面設(shè)計(jì)了之后，我多少還是有點(diǎn)芥蒂的，還好那次沒有被學(xué)校處分，我維持了三年的良好記錄為此蒙上人生的w點(diǎn)，多倒霉啊。                                                                                                             不過，我想在下次見到楊逸的時(shí)候，一定要請他吃一頓飯才行。                                                                                                             周末日，約會(huì)日。                                                                                                             以前每到這個(gè)日子的時(shí)候，我和文雅都會(huì)做伴，然后用仇視的小眼神瞪著愉悅離開的沈依依同學(xué)，如今我也是被文雅jiejie仇視的一方，每次沈依依都會(huì)用那j詐的笑容瞅著我，然后一次又一次地重復(fù)著“三十年河?xùn)|四十年河西”。                                                                                                             原本之前和靳騏說好了這個(gè)周末是要一起去看電影的，但是前兩天，他感冒了。                                                                                                             我小時(shí)候在夏天熱傷風(fēng)的時(shí)候，爸爸總是會(huì)捏著我的鼻子一邊給我遞藥，一邊說：“在這種天氣只有小豬才會(huì)感冒，墨墨是只小豬吧！”                                                                                                             那個(gè)我總是抗議著，說自己不是小豬，后來成了老油條了，在老爸這么說的時(shí)候，我只會(huì)一邊接過藥，一邊嘿嘿兩聲回嘴，“我要是小豬，老爸就是大豬了。”                                                                                                             當(dāng)然，我不能對靳騏說他是豬的，不然，身為nv友的我要情何以堪？！                                                                                                             在電話里面，他的聲音沙啞，依舊不改那可憐巴巴的口吻在那邊訴說自己想要吃什么什么什么一類的，那一溜的菜名報(bào)出來的時(shí)候，我聽的額頭上青筋直冒，一個(gè)感冒的人居然胃口還這么好，絕對的吃貨啊。                                                                                                             他說菜名給我聽的意思只有一個(gè)，我很明白。                                                                                                             在有一次和靳騏一起吃飯的時(shí)候，無意間談?wù)撈鹆瞬恕Ｏ胛依习肿誀I業(yè)小飯館，對于菜，我當(dāng)然熟，窮人家的孩子早當(dāng)家，我從小在店里轉(zhuǎn)悠，跟著我爸學(xué)了不少。                                                                                                             我家小飯館不大，廚師只有我爸一個(gè)，我老娘是服務(wù)員，有時(shí)候店里面人一多，還真有點(diǎn)忙不過來，爸媽節(jié)省，所以也不招人，所以每到寒暑假的時(shí)候，我大多在店里面幫忙，不是幫忙端菜，就是幫忙配菜，偶爾老爸不舒服的時(shí)候，還會(huì)兼職廚師一下。                                                                                                             說到菜，我自然就談的眉飛se舞了起來，靳騏就在那邊聽著，很盎然的模樣，最后來了一句：“什么時(shí)候有空，做給我嘗嘗?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我以為他只是順口說說而已，隨口就應(yīng)了，反正大學(xué)寢室又不帶廚房，頂多有人偷渡過來電飯鍋火鍋一類的，還得兢兢業(yè)業(yè)地藏著，就怕校方臨檢，可是就算電飯鍋再怎么牛叉，也有些菜還是需要鍋?zhàn)拥摹?nbsp;                                                                                                            但是我沒想到，靳騏還真的是放在心上了。                                                                                                             靳騏是本市人，雖然住校，但是每到周五晚上，他都會(huì)回家住，其實(shí)說是家也不盡然，那房子只有他一個(gè)人住而已。                                                                                                             我也從來沒有聽他說過自己的父母如何如何，偶爾在我說到自己爸媽事情時(shí)候，他總是會(huì)笑的特別的溫柔。                                                                                                             亮哥對此表示傻人有傻福，沒有想到我居然傍上了大款，要知道在房價(jià)一直飆漲不落的杭州市里面有一套房子也得有三兩三。                                                                                                             雖然亮哥是開玩笑的，但是我卻不是很喜歡這種玩笑，我和靳騏在一起，又不是看上他的錢或者是他家的背景什么的。                                                                                                             要知道這些和他的美seb起來，我覺得，g本就像是鴻毛一樣輕的。                                                                                                             nv人通常都是這樣的，在戀ai的時(shí)候從來都不會(huì)多考慮，注重的只不過是情感而已，等到結(jié)婚的年紀(jì)，她才會(huì)覺得，或者是在家人的提醒下覺得，光有情感是不夠的，柴米油鹽醬醋茶也是要考慮的。                                                                                                             歲月會(huì)讓人變得市儈和現(xiàn)實(shí)。                                                                                                             靳騏的住處我去過一次，就在那一次三個(gè)人逛西湖的時(shí)候，逛到時(shí)間太晚了，就算回去，我也回不了那十一點(diǎn)準(zhǔn)時(shí)關(guān)門的nv生宿舍了，所以三個(gè)人去了靳騏的住所，當(dāng)然我一人一間，他們兩人一間。                                                                                                             第二天回寢室的時(shí)候，文雅和依依一直覺得我很生猛，這不鳴則已一鳴驚人，才沒幾天就學(xué)會(huì)了夜不歸宿。                                                                                                             我那個(gè)時(shí)候蒼涼遠(yuǎn)目，要知道我和靳騏之間是無b純潔的，要說到不純潔，那同床共枕的兩兄弟才真真叫人有遐想的余地，而且我還不敢問。                                                                                                             我坐了公交車，到靳騏家附近的有傳統(tǒng)市場的地方下了車，然后買了菜，然后才去了靳騏家。                                                                                                             樓下的保安大叔之前見過，所以他多少對我也算是有點(diǎn)印象，用內(nèi)線詢問了靳騏之后，他也就爽快地放行了。                                                                                                             我提著菜，坐了電梯上了九樓，按響了靳騏家門口的鈴聲后，就聽到有人拖著拖鞋踢踢踏踏來開門的聲音。                                                                                                             “來了來了……”對方的聲音之中透著一gu子不耐煩，還沒等那不耐煩的聲音泯滅，這門一下子打開了。                                                                                                             李澈站在我面前，他光著膀子，下面穿了一條花哨的沙灘短k，一副很睡眼惺忪的模樣。                                                                                                             “是你?。　?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈看到是我，臉上表情更加不耐煩了點(diǎn)，側(cè)過了身讓我進(jìn)來。                                                                                                             “阿墨?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            靳騏站在房間門口，穿著背心短k朝著我喊，聲音里面帶了一點(diǎn)感冒的沙啞。                                                                                                             這感覺，真xx的jq啊！                                                                                                             我看了看靳騏，又看了看李澈，然后進(jìn)了門，在門口處換下了鞋子，隨便拖了一雙拖鞋進(jìn)了門。                                                                                                             不過，李澈表哥身材不錯(cuò)，居然還有腹肌，看起來哥哥似乎有練過的喲~\(≧▽≦)/~