說起自戀，其實人人心中都有，只是沒有找到契合點發(fā)揮出來而已，尤其是nv生，哪家孩子出門之前不照上幾分鐘的鏡子，直到確定自己已經(jīng)完全ok了之后才肯出門，即便之前有可能身上只穿一條寬大的睡衣。                                                                                                             nv生其實就是這樣，在房間里面可能一塌糊涂，可能沒有穿內(nèi)衣，穿著一件吊帶或者寬大的睡衣在那邊隨意晃蕩，埋汰的完全不像是一個nv人。                                                                                                             但是這么直白地指明自己自戀，饒是我臉皮再厚，也覺得自己臉上的溫度很灼人，看了一眼帶著笑意看著我的囧狀的靳騏，我伸出了腳，踩了他一腳。                                                                                                             當(dāng)然不敢太用力，要是看到靳騏齜牙咧嘴ch0u氣的樣子，我也是會心疼的，踩他不過就是為了懲罰他剛剛點頭應(yīng)和李澈的話的懲罰。                                                                                                             靳騏沒有什么特別的反應(yīng)，只是伸了手，狠狠地捏了一下我的腮幫子r，下手狠戾的程度讓我差一點落淚。                                                                                                             這個小心眼的男人！                                                                                                             靳騏是一個小心眼的男人，我一直都知道，別指望能夠在他的身上討到一點的好處，每次面對靳騏，我總是會想起一句話“生活就像強*j，不能反抗就只能忍受”。                                                                                                             和靳騏相處了那么久的我，早就已經(jīng)被“強上”了很多回了，早就學(xué)會了在忍受之中慢慢m索著享受之道。                                                                                                             我天生m相，而且還是沒轍沒救的那種。                                                                                                             被靳騏這么一□□，我也就忘記之前還糾結(jié)的李澈為毛不喜歡我的問題，轉(zhuǎn)而思考怎么把剛剛受到的□□給□□回去的問題。                                                                                                             其實受不受李澈的喜歡，對我來說g本沒什么影響，畢竟我又不是□□，不能讓人人都喜歡。                                                                                                             杭州的溫度冷起來的時候頗快，只要一個冷空氣來襲，也許前一天你可能還在穿著短袖短k，但是這第二天你就能直接套著薄毛衣搭著風(fēng)衣。                                                                                                             今年杭州的溫度算是冷的b較慢一點，像是去年的時候，在十一月中突然的一個大降溫，殺的人措手不及。                                                                                                             今年的突然降溫也是有著先兆的，連著下了兩天的雨，在第三天的時候，突然之間下起了雪來，從早上開始下雪，越下越大，像是鵝毛一般。                                                                                                             江南的人對于雪的存在，都有著一種莫名的振奮感，因為這些年來，江南雪景已經(jīng)越來越少了。                                                                                                             近些年來，除了那大雪災(zāi)的一年，杭州越來越少看到雪景了，偶爾飄雪只有一會會的時間，從來不會在地面上積起來，所以等到早上四節(jié)課上完出了教學(xué)樓看到積了一地的雪的時候，和那些個在校園里面狼嚎的人一樣，我也興奮了。這天氣預(yù)報居然準(zhǔn)了一回，還真的給下雪了，實在太給力了！                                                                                                             當(dāng)然我沒有像是其他人一樣餓狼傳說，因為我的興奮只對一個人。                                                                                                             我很迅速地從口袋里面m出手機，撥打了靳騏的電話?！拔埂苯U的聲音有點沙啞，像是剛剛被人吵醒的樣子。                                                                                                             “還在睡？！”                                                                                                             我震撼，和靳騏交往了這么久，我當(dāng)然知道他的課程安排是怎么樣的，今天早上他雖然沒有像我一樣排滿了課，可還是有三節(jié)課要上，而且，當(dāng)年我可是到大二才敢開始翹課，他居然才大一就這么兇猛！                                                                                                             “外面好冷，而且在下雪，不想起來。”                                                                                                             靳騏說著，聲音里頭還帶了一點撒嬌的味道。                                                                                                             我拿他沒轍。                                                                                                             “起來吧，起來吧，西湖那里一定白雪皚皚的，我們?nèi)ス涮K堤去拍照吧！”我誘哄，這種機會多難得，得拍照留念一下。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你還真有j力，零下兩度，你還要逛西湖？”靳騏的聲音里帶了點不可思議，好像聽到了什么讓人不敢置信的事情一樣。                                                                                                             “那你是不是不想陪我去？”我問，其實就算不這么問，我也知道他現(xiàn)在的想法，肯定是貪戀著床褥的溫暖，想要這么一直賴床下去，因為這也是我每個有課的早上的想法。                                                                                                             “唔……”靳騏低低地笑，“如果我說不去，你是不是打算咬si我？”                                                                                                             他的聲音無恥而又無賴。                                                                                                             “阿墨，來咬我吧，隨便咬哪！”                                                                                                             如果在往常的時候，我要是見靳騏這么低低的笑起來的時候，又說著這么無賴的話，肯定抓著他的手臂直接咬一口，但是現(xiàn)在，我真的很想去西湖看看景se什么的，可惜這個男人居然拒絕身為nv友的要求。                                                                                                             實在太可惡了！                                                                                                             我都給這個男人當(dāng)了多少次的nv傭，做了多少次的飯，不就想在這下雪天里面讓這個男人陪我去西湖走一回么，有那么難么！                                                                                                             在這樣下去，我可是要說分手了??！如果我夠傲嬌的話，就能很理所當(dāng)然地對著他喊出這句話，可惜我不夠傲嬌，只是太老實巴交，所以也不敢輕易地說出分手兩個字來。                                                                                                             拿靳騏沒轍的我，只能不爽地關(guān)上手機拒絕和這個無恥的男人對話，然后撐著傘回了寢室。                                                                                                             用室友的話說，有時候的我是一個說風(fēng)就是雨的孩子，而且想法很千奇百怪，b如說大一剛進校的時候，居然萌生了大晚上的穿一身紅se連衣裙撐著一把油紙傘在西湖邊溜一圈的想法，b如說大二的時候，因為看了婺源油菜花圖的美麗景se，身為大路癡的我真的一個人跑去婺源呆了好幾天，差一點嚇了依依和文雅半si。                                                                                                             而現(xiàn)在大三，我想要做的，就是在大雪天里面去逛西湖，相b較前面兩個，室友覺得這一次我正常了許多。                                                                                                             但是再正常也沒有用啊，那家伙不愿意陪我去。                                                                                                             我搬了椅子坐在寢室yan臺門口，看著那雪越下越大，yan臺上的積雪也越積越多，那厚度幾乎都要超過五厘米了。                                                                                                             房門口的小喇叭響了起來，文雅跑了過去應(yīng)了聲，然后朝著我喊：“阿墨，樓下有人找。”                                                                                                             “哦?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我應(yīng)了一聲，然后起了身，一邊思索著是誰找我，下了樓。                                                                                                             爬了七樓到了一樓大廳的時候，我才瞧見站在門口撐著一把傘擋著飄雪的靳騏。                                                                                                             在大學(xué)里面一向是男生寢室，nv生正步，nv生寢室，男生止步的，所以在我把靳騏的宿舍晃了個遍的時候，他連我們寢室的大門都走不進來。                                                                                                             靳騏的穿著煙灰se的毛呢大衣，里面套了一條白se毛衣，脖子上圍著同樣白se的圍巾，牛仔k，一雙高筒軍靴，靴子邊緣沾著白雪。                                                                                                             那模樣，帥的我好像直接撲上去咬一口，我的男人多帥?。?nbsp;                                                                                                            靳騏臉上掛著笑，雖然那一張俊臉被寒風(fēng)吹的有些木然，呵出來的氣息都成了一縷白煙。                                                                                                             “傻看什么呢，就知道你會這么下來，還好知道穿羽絨衣！”                                                                                                             他伸手r0u了r0u我的頭，然后把手上的雨傘遞給了我，示意我先撐著，然后他打開了之前背在身上的單肩包，從里面m出了一頂毛線帽子給我戴上，又m出了一條和他一模一樣的圍巾我圍上。                                                                                                             “這原本是打算圣誕給你的禮物，現(xiàn)在就當(dāng)是提前送吧。牽好，我們要準(zhǔn)備出發(fā)了。”靳騏說著，拐著我走進了雪地里面。                                                                                                             風(fēng)有點大，夾雜著雪花直往著人身上飄，就算是撐著雨傘也覺得有點力不從心。                                                                                                             “去哪呀？！”我緊緊地抱著靳騏的左手，一邊跟上他的腳步，一邊問著。                                                                                                             “阿墨你提前老年癡呆了么，剛剛不是你說想要去西湖的么。”靳騏回著我，腳步卻為了讓我能跟上而放慢了許多，“我相機都帶了，你想去哪拍想怎么拍都隨你?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我突然覺得很感動，鼻子有點發(fā)酸，想要迎風(fēng)落淚，一個男人肯為了你的一句話從溫暖的被窩里面爬出來，冒著大風(fēng)雪來滿足你突發(fā)的想法，這種男人，也算是萬中選一了吧！                                                                                                             這樣的男人，我還有什么好說的。                                                                                                             雖然下雪天，杭州的公交車并沒有因此停掉，只是在平常的日子里面開的和f1賽車手一樣的公交車司機也沉穩(wěn)了許多，車速放慢了很多，從學(xué)校到西湖邊這一段路，開了整整四十多分鐘才到。                                                                                                             因為不是休息日，再加上下雪天，西湖邊上的人不算太多，其中也有不少人拍西湖雪景的。                                                                                                             雪中的西湖b以往見到的西湖漂亮多了，雖然被白雪覆蓋著，se彩看上去單一了很多，但是卻也多了一種水墨山水畫的味道，真正讓人覺得，人在畫中游的感覺。                                                                                                             寶樹山，雷峰塔，斷橋殘雪，美輪美奐。皚皚的，突然有點像終年雪不化的富士山頂。                                                                                                             “滿足了么？”                                                                                                             靳騏一手拄著傘一手牽著我走上斷橋，問著我。                                                                                                             還能不滿足么！                                                                                                             我點頭表示自己現(xiàn)在真的很滿足。                                                                                                             “小心點，跟著我的腳印走，免得等一會摔進西湖里面去?！苯U看了我一眼，我叫上穿著的是一雙雪地靴，雖然跟不高，可這西湖邊到處都是雪，一踩一個腳印，要是不留心還真的可能會摔個四仰八叉，然后滾下斷橋。                                                                                                             “哦。”                                                                                                             我一手拿著數(shù)碼相機，一手牽著靳騏，小心翼翼地踩著他踩過的地方下腳，這種感覺，有點像在幼兒園玩踩前面小朋友影子的游戲，感覺好遙遠(yuǎn)，但是又很親切。                                                                                                             許久不玩這種游戲的我看上去動作有點笨拙。                                                                                                             “阿墨……”                                                                                                             靳騏回過了頭，看著我笨拙地踩著他走過的腳印走著，聲音里頭透著一些古怪。                                                                                                             “??？”                                                                                                             我抬起了頭看著靳騏，星星眼地望著，現(xiàn)在他在我心底的地位基本上已經(jīng)升到了曾經(jīng)給我和媽兩個nv人在超市里面買衛(wèi)生巾的老爸那種高度了。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你撐一下傘，我拍一張照?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我不疑有他，從靳騏的手上接過了雨傘，然后把手上的相機遞給了他。                                                                                                             “笑！”                                                                                                             靳騏把相機焦距對著我，然后開口。                                                                                                             ??？！                                                                                                             我愣了一愣，然后立馬扯開了笑，還不忘擺出我照相專用的“v”字型手勢，為了擺出兩個來，我甚至還把雨傘扛在了肩膀上，背后吹來的風(fēng)太過強猛，差一點把雨傘吹出了降落傘的效果。                                                                                                             靳騏的臉湊了過來，啄上了我的唇，像是蜻蜓點水那么輕柔。                                                                                                             他手上的相機閃光燈一閃，那一瞬間成了我的永恒。