平日里雖然癸丑在唐砂身邊，奈何這人不說話。

    至于小花他們，有些事和他們說了他們也不是很懂。

    楚君唯的到來倒是讓府上的氣氛好了不少。

    下午的時候，唐砂又讓人送了一批藥過去。除了藥還有一些其他物資。

    比如衣裳，還一些類似藜藿、虎頭、雄黃、鬼臼、天雄、皂莢、蕪荑的草藥，燃燒可以起到防止一般瘟疫。

    古代的軍營在衛(wèi)生方面一直是一個大問題，感染者更是數(shù)不勝數(shù)。

    一旦那些戰(zhàn)場的尸體沒有處理好，極有可能爆發(fā)瘟疫。這一點唐砂忽視不得。

    唐砂在這些年賺的所有的銀子都用在這上面，好在又程立雪的資助。

    朝廷那邊最近也撥了款下來，不知道什么時候能到，手頭緊。

    她還需要打造一點別的東西呢。

    夜。

    楚君唯最后還是賴到了唐砂的床上，死活趕不走。

    有時候人的臉皮死了就是這樣。

    唐砂又不好意思對楚君唯說啥狠話，最后只得罷休。

    “唯唯，過段時間我打算出趟遠(yuǎn)門?！碧粕昂鋈坏馈?/br>
    楚君唯沒想到自己一來唐砂就要離開：“你要去哪？”

    “找蓮心?！焙诎抵?，唐砂躺在床上睜著眼。

    “蓮心？找她作甚”楚君唯曾經(jīng)聽唐砂提起過這個名字，是以前在戰(zhàn)王府時候認(rèn)識的。

    “有點事?！本唧w的事情唐砂是不可能和楚君唯講清楚的。

    雖然自己不介意她是一個狄越人，可是她身份擺在那里，有些事情她不知道不僅僅是對自己有個保障，對她也是好的。兩人之間不會有什么利益的糾葛。

    “能不能帶我一起去呀。”楚君唯聲音委屈撒嬌道。

    “要是我們兩一起出去，怕是連我也要被安上一個賣國通敵的罪名?！碧粕巴嫘Φ?，她倒是真的不在意什么罪名。

    “那我就帶你逃到天涯海角?！背ㄕf著挨近了唐砂一些。

    以前有一段時間，楚君唯是處處避著唐砂，也不愛和唐砂說話。

    最主要的原因就是劉奇要對付卿家，自己又在為劉奇做事，怕唐砂在中間左右為難。

    可是照現(xiàn)在的情況來看，唐砂怕是早就知道了?？伤龑ψ约旱膽B(tài)度依然像以前一樣。

    楚君唯覺得，這樣的感情多好呀。從來沒有一個人這么不計較。

    當(dāng)你真正把一個人當(dāng)做自己朋友的時候，就會給予對方做大的包容。

    雖然遺憾唐砂對自己沒那方面想法，可是即使就是現(xiàn)在這種感情她也是覺得是世界上什么都換不走的東西了。

    再也沒有第二個人，再也沒有第二個人。

    可是……

    “公子，好不好？”

    唐砂在沉默了好一會兒之后，終于開口道：“唯唯，有些事情，雖然自己也不想。但是必須要去做。每個人都要找到自己生而為人的意義。唯唯，你有問過自己活著到底是為了什么嗎？”

    “活著……是為了什么?！背ㄖ貜?fù)了一遍這句話。然后不再說話，像是在認(rèn)真思考。

    沒過一會兒，唐砂就聽到楚君唯傳來了平穩(wěn)的呼吸聲。

    側(cè)身為楚君唯拉了拉被子，自己也裹起自己的小被子進(jìn)入了夢鄉(xiāng)。

    其實楚君唯并沒有睡著。唐砂的那句話，讓她陷入了深深的思考。

    問自己活著的意義到底在哪里？

    這么多年，自己一直為楚家辦事，就是因為自己身體里流著的事楚家的血。

    即使是楚家對她并不好，可是母親留下的仇恨，她的歸屬感和榮譽感，都促使這她繼續(xù)下去。

    楚君唯深深的記著，她是狄越人，她身體里面，流著的是狄越的血。

    但是唐砂呢？只有和唐砂在一起的時候，她才會忘記自己的身份。就好像沒有了種族的分歧，只是兩個最普通，一樣的人。

    她讓自己尋找自己活著的意義在哪里。其實楚君唯從來都知道自己活著的意義在哪里。

    只是，唐砂的出現(xiàn)給這種意義賦予了新的生命。

    之后的楚君唯一直都在想，如果這天晚上唐砂答應(yīng)了她。可能后面的一切都會不一樣。

    楚君唯輕輕的伸出了手，搭在唐砂的身上。

    ……

    由于葉懸淵這邊的情況傳到了亦陸嚴(yán)的耳朵里，亦陸嚴(yán)也在開始考慮，要不要派兵支援葉懸淵。

    吐蕃那邊的人在后方牽制西戎。所以他就算派十萬大軍支援葉懸淵，自己剩下的也足夠抵擋西戎。

    這是來自一個老將的自信。

    亦風(fēng)已經(jīng)回了皇城。過不了多久就要成親了。亦陸嚴(yán)心里算是放下了一塊大石頭。

    葉懸淵雖然在有時候做事很讓自己生氣?？墒撬仓?，葉懸淵到底是一個什么樣的將領(lǐng)。

    所以這些年雖然嘴巴上彈劾他拐走自己的兩個兒子，實際上卻沒有過多干涉他們的行為。

    亦陸嚴(yán)對亦霜其實一直心懷著一種愧疚。因為自己的夫人不喜歡亦霜，所以這些年來，每次過年團聚的時候，亦霜都會很懂事的出現(xiàn)惹得夫人不高興。

    亦霜名義上是自己的兒子，可是夫人從來沒有承認(rèn)過亦霜。

    她總說，小風(fēng)做什么，亦霜就跟著做什么，顯然是亦霜想和小風(fēng)爭搶。

    自己很對時候不在皇城，所以不明白小霜和小風(fēng)之間到底發(fā)生了什么。

    但小霜看小風(fēng)那種關(guān)愛，重視的眼神是騙不了人的。他也曾同夫人提起過這事，可夫人就像是炸了毛的貓一般，直接讓他閉嘴。

    還說要讓亦霜以后離小風(fēng)遠(yuǎn)點。

    后來在自己不知情的情況下，居然給小風(fēng)定了一門親事，也算門當(dāng)戶對。

    自己的兩個兒子，說到底自己都不是很了解。亦風(fēng)能長大，其實亦霜比自己照顧他照顧得更多。也比自己更了解風(fēng)兒。

    記得他們小時候

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