正文 第二十六章                                                                                                             他回來了。                                                                                                             雖然李澈沒有給我這個(gè)肯定的回答，但我知道，他的遲疑，就是最好的回答。                                                                                                             “我好像遇見過他了?！蔽覍?duì)李澈說，語氣平靜的超乎想象，我都不知道原來我在提起他的時(shí)候也能說的這么的平靜，“但是我也不確定?！比绻裉炖畛翰皇沁@種反應(yīng)的話，我想我不會(huì)想太多，一直會(huì)以為那晚見到的側(cè)面頂多是b較相像而已。                                                                                                             現(xiàn)在想想，或許見到的不是相像的人，而是本人罷了。                                                                                                             唔，該不會(huì)李澈是為了這件事情特意請(qǐng)我吃這頓飯的吧？                                                                                                             “李澈，如果你再溫柔一點(diǎn)的話，應(yīng)該會(huì)有很多nv人喜歡你的?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我像哥們一樣用力地拍了拍他的肩膀，語重心長，戒掉毒舌，戒掉冰冷，丫也可以算是一個(gè)有萌點(diǎn)的好男人。                                                                                                             李澈扒拉下我拍在他肩膀上的爪子，沒有狠狠拍開，而是握在了手中，緊緊的，像是防止我ch0u開一樣。                                                                                                             “就算我不溫柔，也照樣有人喜歡?！崩畛郝曇粢琅f清冷，音調(diào)有點(diǎn)微微上揚(yáng)，“走了，送你回去，去電臺(tái)還是回家？”                                                                                                             我瞥頭看著李澈，他的手掌心倒不像是他這個(gè)人一樣冰冷生y，他的手掌心很溫暖，也很柔軟。                                                                                                             “回電臺(tái)吧！”我說。                                                                                                             李澈把車子停在電臺(tái)門口，我伸手解開身上的安全帶，伸手去開車門。                                                                                                             “凌墨……”李澈喊我。                                                                                                             我轉(zhuǎn)頭去看他，他的手還放在方向盤上，他看著我，那一雙眸子黝黑黝黑的。                                                                                                             “你該不會(huì)像是那一年一樣吧，再有一次，我可不去麥當(dāng)勞給你買冰欺凌。”李澈慢慢悠悠地說著。                                                                                                             我嘴角ch0u搐，這都多少年前的事情了，他怎么還記著？這記著也就算了，居然還拿出來說事。                                                                                                             “行，再有這種機(jī)會(huì)，我也絕不讓你遇上！”我重重地哼了一聲，這不堪的往事，這小子怎么還提它呢。                                                                                                             李澈的嘴角g了g，露出了一個(gè)淺笑。                                                                                                             冰山男的笑容一向是很難得的，有如那一現(xiàn)曇花一樣美好，稀少所以才覺得震撼。                                                                                                             唇上傳來溫?zé)岬挠|覺，眼前無限放大的是國產(chǎn)燈泡那一張俊臉，感覺有點(diǎn)像是在夢(mèng)里，云里霧里，分不清楚。                                                                                                             “你以為，我為什么會(huì)陪在你身邊那么多年？”李澈略涼的聲音在我耳邊響起，刺的我渾身疙瘩全部起來了。                                                                                                             “恩？”他輕哼了一聲，帶著詢問，“還不懂么？”                                                                                                             我如夢(mèng)初醒一般，快速地開了車門，像是逃難一樣快步往著電臺(tái)里面走，走的腳步微微快了些，還不小心左腳絆了右腳，直接摔個(gè)元寶。                                                                                                             直到跑進(jìn)電臺(tái)，去了電臺(tái)休息室，這個(gè)時(shí)間點(diǎn)電臺(tái)休息室多半沒有什么人，我都還覺得自己的心跳宛如戰(zhàn)鼓一樣，咚咚咚擂的快速，我撫上自己的唇，那上面似乎還殘留著李澈的溫度還有味道                                                                                                             不用m臉，我都知道現(xiàn)在自己臉上的溫度一定是高的可怕的，而李澈最后那一句問話依舊在耳邊縈繞。                                                                                                             嚶嚶嚶嚶，這家伙真可怕……                                                                                                             我窩在休息室里面，不想動(dòng)彈，覺得自己腦子里面一團(tuán)亂。                                                                                                             想了想之后，我從口袋里面m出手機(jī)給林淼淼打電話，小p孩們現(xiàn)在這個(gè)點(diǎn)基本上都是處于吃飽睡覺的狀態(tài)，所以身為老師的她自然可以忙里偷閑。                                                                                                             果然，這電話響了兩聲之后，是林淼淼就接了起來。                                                                                                             “怎么了，這么早就開始想我了？”林淼淼問著，那輕笑的聲調(diào)有種《龍門客?！防习迥锏娘L(fēng)塵味。                                                                                                             “恩，想你。”                                                                                                             我沒好氣地應(yīng)了一聲，她這r麻話也就只能對(duì)我使使了，要是電話那邊是一個(gè)男人，打si她也不會(huì)出這種聲。                                                                                                             “聽你這聲音，似乎是有點(diǎn)困擾，怎么，年紀(jì)到了，yu求不滿了？”                                                                                                             聽著林淼淼的聲音，我越發(fā)覺得朋友就是用來相互迫害的，這種話也真虧她說得出口啊，yu求不滿，我一直很滿也沒求啊，但是問題在于不滿的人不是我??！                                                                                                             “那個(gè)誰今天有點(diǎn)反常?！蔽抑嶂€是把李澈的名字打上了馬賽克，河蟹啊河蟹。                                                                                                             “那個(gè)誰？”林淼淼反問，隨即地又恍然大悟了，“你是說李澈？”                                                                                                             果然混的熟的人就是有默契，我應(yīng)了一聲。                                                                                                             “他怎么反常了？霸王y上弓了？”林淼淼的聲音輕快，那八卦之魂就算隔著電話，我都能很明顯地感受到。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             我覺得林淼淼似乎很期待聽到我說“yes”。                                                                                                             “不是。”                                                                                                             我咬牙，要是霸王y上弓我還能在這和她打電話，想也知道不可能了，就算能打電話也不會(huì)這么正常地說著這件事情。                                                                                                             “這樣哦！”林淼淼應(yīng)著，聲音里面很明顯的意興闌珊，“那他怎么反常了？”                                                                                                             這也太差別對(duì)待了吧？                                                                                                             “他啊……”                                                                                                             我想了想，還是決定和林淼淼老實(shí)招了，正所謂當(dāng)局者迷旁觀者清，雖然林淼淼有時(shí)候的確不算是忒厚道，但是怎么說也是多年好友，一起這么損過來了，她見不得我過得不好。                                                                                                             林淼淼認(rèn)認(rèn)真真地聽著我說完，等我說完了之后，她才開了口，語氣嚴(yán)肅無b。                                                                                                             “親ai的，恭喜你釣了一個(gè)金g！”                                                                                                             o(╯□╰)o                                                                                                             我有一種淚流滿面的感覺。                                                                                                             “李澈能憋到現(xiàn)在才動(dòng)手，我覺得也不容易啊，你看他身邊都沒有半個(gè)nv人，也算是專一的典范了吧，要是這么一個(gè)金g擱在我手上，肯定捏住不放了??！”林淼淼對(duì)著我說，“雖然看上去是冷了點(diǎn)，那種x子估計(jì)就是傳聞之中的外冷內(nèi)型號(hào)的人物，傳聞這種男人一旦認(rèn)真起來，你就不用擔(dān)心外遇問題了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “就他那種人，原本身邊就不敢有nv人吧，能被他三天五頭嘲諷一次的，不是心理素質(zhì)特別強(qiáng)的就是j神有問題的?！蔽倚÷曕止?。                                                                                                             “嘿，阿墨，你可別不知情識(shí)趣啊，這么好一男人擱你身邊，還一擱就好幾年，你就算不心動(dòng)吧，你還不感動(dòng)？”林淼淼聲音拔高了點(diǎn)。                                                                                                             可是，這么多年來，他也沒有多說什么，沒說清楚我哪知道他是怎么想的。                                                                                                             我很想對(duì)林淼淼這么說，但是從現(xiàn)在林淼淼拔高的聲音來看，這家伙似乎挺為李澈抱不平的，要是我這么說了，她肯定會(huì)把我罵的和豬頭一樣。                                                                                                             “要是一個(gè)男人肯在我身邊這么多年，有時(shí)候還隨傳隨到，姐我說什么也不放過，直接嫁了算了，反正婚姻就一將錯(cuò)就錯(cuò)的過程?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            聽著林淼淼的話，我很肯定她一定是看非2了。                                                                                                             “姐，你了解我的，我今天真的被嚇到了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            當(dāng)然的，我也看了《讓子彈飛》了。                                                                                                             林淼淼嘆了一口氣，“不就是親了你一口么，感情你沒被親過呀？！話說回來，李澈的吻技如何？”                                                                                                             我又遠(yuǎn)目了，就那蜻蜓點(diǎn)水的一下，能有什么吻技可言。                                                                                                             我和李澈的關(guān)系，總覺得變得微妙了起來，當(dāng)然的，我也不可能當(dāng)做沒事人一樣，或許我們都知道，我們?cè)僖不夭坏揭郧暗臉幼恿恕?nbsp;                                                                                                            也許，我和他都不清楚我們以前的樣子是怎么樣的，更也許，我們都知道，只是彼此都沒有認(rèn)真地去探詢過一樣。                                                                                                             這么多年來，我習(xí)慣x地忽視掉身邊的異x對(duì)我的觀點(diǎn)，而李澈，總是在我覺得有點(diǎn)有些不妥的時(shí)候，他會(huì)冷冷地一句“你會(huì)不會(huì)想太多”這樣的臺(tái)詞把我的想法給打壓下去。                                                                                                             打壓的次數(shù)多了，也就覺得沒什么了，再加上我和李澈并不常見，所以也就把這種想法給放下了。                                                                                                             這突然之間的變故，讓人有點(diǎn)不安。                                                                                                             晚上做完節(jié)目走出電臺(tái)的時(shí)候，我看見李澈的車停在門口，車燈一閃一閃的，像是在示意我過去。                                                                                                             我不知道他在這邊等了多久，腦海里面劃過的是過往他經(jīng)過電臺(tái)的時(shí)候，每次點(diǎn)都掐的那么準(zhǔn)，都在我下班之后，這是得多巧合啊。                                                                                                             以前不去想的事情，現(xiàn)在似乎都在想了。                                                                                                             我踟躕了一下，然后往著李澈的車而去，拉開了車門，然后坐上了副駕駛座。                                                                                                             等我系好安全帶的時(shí)候，李澈才開動(dòng)了車子。                                                                                                             “還知道要坐車？”李澈低聲問了一句。                                                                                                             “有便宜不占是傻瓜吧！”我回他，很多事情發(fā)生了總是要面對(duì)的，總不能逃避一輩子，“你車都在這，我g嘛還要委屈自己坐公交車回去?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈挑了挑眉，對(duì)我的想法表示不予茍同，但是也沒有反駁。                                                                                                             他的車速開的挺穩(wěn)。                                                                                                             “懂了？”                                                                                                             他問的有點(diǎn)沒頭沒尾的，但是我知道他問的是什么，那是中午送我到電臺(tái)的時(shí)候，他問的問題的后續(xù)。                                                                                                             “我以為我們是朋友來著?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            其實(shí)也不大懂，就像是這么多年就這么過來了，我一直把我們的關(guān)系定格在朋友上的，就像是我和楊逸學(xué)長之間的關(guān)系那樣，但是突然之間，他告訴我不是這樣，能懂什么呀。                                                                                                             “你覺得男nv之間能有純粹的友誼？”李澈反問，語氣一派“你很天真”。                                                                                                             “恩?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我點(diǎn)頭，覺得男人看事情怎么就bnv人還不利索。                                                                                                             “你不覺得朋友之間的原本就是建立在相互x1引的基礎(chǔ)上，只是在深入無望的前提上才演變成為朋友的，在某些方面還是存在著覬覦一類的，等待有空蕩的時(shí)候隨時(shí)替補(bǔ)上岸?！崩畛旱胤瘩g我。                                                                                                             “啊，那你也是在覬覦著我？”                                                                                                             我指著李澈?jiǎn)栔脑捓锩嬗新┒窗?，有漏洞?nbsp;                                                                                                            “你的腦容量就只會(huì)在想這種事情的么？”李澈輕哼了一聲，語氣不屑。                                                                                                             這男人說話可真不中聽！                                                                                                             我無語地翻了一個(gè)白眼，就不能再好聽一點(diǎn)么就不能再說點(diǎn)好聽的么，要是溫柔一點(diǎn)，多哄人一點(diǎn)，也許我頭腦一熱腦子發(fā)暈就任憑處置了，和這么一個(gè)冰山的人在一起，想要頭腦發(fā)熱都不給這種機(jī)會(huì)。                                                                                                             “你也知道，好聽的話都是用來哄人的，所以你想要我說你有多漂亮有多聰明這種詞，還是算了吧?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈似乎知道我在想什么，說出來的話都?xì)埧嶂翗O。                                                                                                             “但是nv人不就ai那一套么!”                                                                                                             我反駁，哪有人不希望聽一點(diǎn)好聽的，就算是年紀(jì)一把的人都是這樣想的吧？                                                                                                             “聽完之后又不能實(shí)現(xiàn)的話，還是不聽的好！”                                                                                                             李澈的表情再正經(jīng)不過。                                                                                                             “跟你這種人過一輩子真累！”我搖頭，情趣都是浮云。                                                                                                             “等你想和我過一輩子的時(shí)候再想這個(gè)問題吧，”李澈轉(zhuǎn)過了頭，“怎么，愿意r償了？”                                                                                                             這臺(tái)詞聽著真像是“一手交錢，一手交貨”。                                                                                                             “你以前也沒說，怎么現(xiàn)在突然就t0ng破那一層紙了？”我扣著自己的指甲，有些疑惑地問著，“你該不會(huì)是因?yàn)榻U回來了，所以也就急了？”                                                                                                             李澈把車停在了我住的公寓樓下。                                                                                                             他沒有開燈，車子內(nèi)部昏暗無b，在這凌晨時(shí)分，整個(gè)小區(qū)靜悄悄的。                                                                                                             “你還愿意再等下去？”                                                                                                             在寂靜的氛圍下，李澈說的話就像是擂在我x口的一拳一樣，沉重而又疼痛，讓我一下子喘不上氣來。                                                                                                             作者有話要說：嘛，下章靳騏會(huì)出場(chǎng)                                                                                                             正文 第二十七章                                                                                                             “你還愿意再等下去？”                                                                                                             在寂靜的氛圍下，李澈說的話就像是擂在我x口的一拳一樣，沉重而又疼痛，讓我一下子喘不上氣來。                                                                                                             “